10 November 2002 @ 11:34 pm
Crash.
Broken the boundary. I'm no longer suffering from mild depression; it's become quite serious.

Why? Well, work is exhausting me. The stress from being responsible for the well-being of six people is tremendous, particularly since I've spent the last couple of nights as the only person there. Did I mention the co-worker I'll be working with for the next few days does nothing, leaving me to do all the work?

My role-playing is shot to hell, now. The only thing left for me to do is play Devil May Cry all night. Don't get me wrong, I like Devil May Cry, but I want to roleplay. I want to and I can't.

I feel like somewhere along the line I've lost track of most of the people on my friends list. Everything's changed, and I don't think I like the changes. I don't know what to do any more.

I feel empty. Empty and motionless. Frozen, perhaps.

I don't know how to express it. Except to say that I'm alone. That I'm lonely.
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[identity profile] phoenix760.livejournal.com on November 17th, 2002 09:30 pm (UTC)
Re: I'm Your Friend
The best martial arts fighting scene I've ever seen would be from the Cowboy Bebop movie. There are actually 2 or 3 fights in there that are good, but the last one takes the cake any day. The use of actual moves and blocks was great. Kenshin fights are pretty good, but he talks so much, I guess if you're as fast as he is then you can afford to talk during your fights. He improvises a lot too. Well thought out and well choreographed fights are the best!

Trigun is a good series. I like Legato the best, but just about everyone else I know likes Wolfwood the best. The manga is almost completely different in the way it's told. The anime is way better in telling the story. Besides Legato is more of a lackey in the comic than the icy bastard, who lacks major self-esteem that he is. I mean who was the real villain in that show.

I think there's an idiot in every show. The only time I like the idiot is when you're not sure if they are dumb. Millie seems like she's about as smart as a box of sticks, but she has her moments of profoundness...and you're like "Where did that come from?" Captain Tylor from the Irresponsible Captain Tylor is like that too. How does someone who acts like a complete moron and pull off half the stunts he does?
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[identity profile] dragonoflife.livejournal.com on November 18th, 2002 08:29 pm (UTC)
Re: I'm Your Friend
Millie and Gourry would be a disturbing couple.

I'm starting to rethink my policy on not IMing first. Or at least making the occasional exception.
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[identity profile] phoenix760.livejournal.com on November 19th, 2002 12:41 am (UTC)
Re: I'm Your Friend
Millie and Gourry...scary. Just imagine their children. My favorite from Slayers is Xellos, that guy is just way too cool. "It's a secret". He's probably one of my top favorite characters in anything.

IMing policy? Have you had bad experiences with IM in the past?
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[identity profile] dragonoflife.livejournal.com on November 19th, 2002 10:27 am (UTC)
Re: I'm Your Friend
Sore wa, himitsu desu.

I'm just the sort of person who doesn't tend to IM first. Mostly I presume that if people want to talk to me, they'll IM me, and that if I initiate I'll probably just be annoying them.
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