I'm lonely. I've probably covered this in sufficient detail for everyone.

The question is why, and that I don't really have an answer to. Perhaps it's just because right now I don't have anyone to turn to who is real. Of the very few people I know who would actually do the friend thing with me here, they're all sick of me and my desperate attempts to ward off lonliness.

There isn't anywhere I really belong, and I imagine there never will be. I'm at a loss as to what to do right now. I don't really think I have many options.

There's a slight chance this'll be alleviated somewhat by Saturday. I can hope that, assumung an unlikely series of coincidences at the game on Saturday, I might feel better. On the other hand, no one wants to play with me....

I'm truly at a loss as to how to approach this situation. ::sigh::