A long, endless struggle

[dragonoflife]

I'm lonely. I've probably covered this in sufficient detail for everyone.

The question is why, and that I don't really have an answer to. Perhaps it's just because right now I don't have anyone to turn to who is real. Of the very few people I know who would actually do the friend thing with me here, they're all sick of me and my desperate attempts to ward off lonliness.

There isn't anywhere I really belong, and I imagine there never will be. I'm at a loss as to what to do right now. I don't really think I have many options.

There's a slight chance this'll be alleviated somewhat by Saturday. I can hope that, assumung an unlikely series of coincidences at the game on Saturday, I might feel better. On the other hand, no one wants to play with me....

I'm truly at a loss as to how to approach this situation. ::sigh::

Comments

Lonely

[pooka.livejournal.com]

I'm isolated.

The few friends I have are all far away. The two friends that live in the same state as me all live far enough away that the 2.5 hours flying cross country to visit the others is shorter than driving south to be social.

Most of the people in our local area ... are nowhere near similar enough for anything resembling friendship.

It's hard. I'm lonely too.

struggle

[mauracelt.livejournal.com]

ok move over and share some of that rock, we can all be lonely together.i have had about the worst week in the past 3 years and i am as alone and lonely as anyone can get in a house full of people. problem is its a house full of memories i brought along when i moved. so lets just all be lonely together.

Hello!

[javamental.livejournal.com]

Came over to look at your journal. I'm a roleplayer, also -- mostly whitewolf stuff, tho we're supposed to be trying Deadlands soon.
I added you to my friends list. If you mind, just let me know, and I'll take you off. New friends are always welcome with me!

Re: Hello!

[dragonoflife.livejournal.com]

White-Wolfer, huh? Bwa ha ha ha. :D

Re: Hello!

[javamental.livejournal.com]

Not a White Wolf fan, I take it?

Re: Hello!

[dragonoflife.livejournal.com]

Quite the opposite, I love White Wolf. I run the local Garou game in the Camarilla (the official LARP fan club... :D )

Re: Hello!

[javamental.livejournal.com]

Yup -- I've heard of the Camarilla.
Cool -- I haven't played Werewolf yet, but we're supossed to be trying it soon.