I have a lot of thoughts on things at the moment.
If I had one particular complaint about the many things I'd like to be doing at the moment, it's... actually two twin complaints. On the one hand, I don't have that much time, thanks to my work schedule and the screwed-up sleep schedule which results from it, and on the other I can't use my time very efficiently. The second I blame my ADHD for. I have a number of pursuits which require a great deal of time and effort be devoted to them to bear fruit, and lately I've been unable to sit and focus on any one thing for a great deal of time. Not much is getting done, unfortunately.
Tomorrow, I would like to clean my apartment. I haven't done it in a bit, and although it's not in that bad a shape, I still need to do such routine things as vaccuum. Cleaning always gets put off, because I work hard and long hours, and it's not something I want to do before or after work. But on my days off, usually I'm playing or trying to enjoy my day.
Man, it's busy tonight.
I'm still angry about certain events. I don't expect to stop being angry any time soon. This is an odd feeling for me, as usually I'm the type to explode and then calm down once again. I tend to be volatile, but over the long run it all balances out. Not this time.
I actually feel bad about the plans I had, next year, to move into an actual house with actual roommates. I think I would have enjoyed that. My social life is so incredibly limited right now, and I so rarely get the opportunity to game or goof off with other people. I suppose it's for the best, though. Generally my friendships just don't last long enough for a roommate arrangement to be feasible. Still, boy I wish I could get a good game going.
Too busy to write much more, at the moment.
If I had one particular complaint about the many things I'd like to be doing at the moment, it's... actually two twin complaints. On the one hand, I don't have that much time, thanks to my work schedule and the screwed-up sleep schedule which results from it, and on the other I can't use my time very efficiently. The second I blame my ADHD for. I have a number of pursuits which require a great deal of time and effort be devoted to them to bear fruit, and lately I've been unable to sit and focus on any one thing for a great deal of time. Not much is getting done, unfortunately.
Tomorrow, I would like to clean my apartment. I haven't done it in a bit, and although it's not in that bad a shape, I still need to do such routine things as vaccuum. Cleaning always gets put off, because I work hard and long hours, and it's not something I want to do before or after work. But on my days off, usually I'm playing or trying to enjoy my day.
Man, it's busy tonight.
I'm still angry about certain events. I don't expect to stop being angry any time soon. This is an odd feeling for me, as usually I'm the type to explode and then calm down once again. I tend to be volatile, but over the long run it all balances out. Not this time.
I actually feel bad about the plans I had, next year, to move into an actual house with actual roommates. I think I would have enjoyed that. My social life is so incredibly limited right now, and I so rarely get the opportunity to game or goof off with other people. I suppose it's for the best, though. Generally my friendships just don't last long enough for a roommate arrangement to be feasible. Still, boy I wish I could get a good game going.
Too busy to write much more, at the moment.
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