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Dragon of Life
dragonoflife
08 December 2008 @ 03:00 pm
I regret the existence of that facet of my personality, whatever it is, that causes people to believe I am more evil than Satan and more malevolent than the Antichrist.

I regret that somehow my every statement can be twisted into one of hostility, vitriol, deliberate offense, or just plain distaste.

I regret that I can always manage to make people loathe me.

But after so many years and so much time, all I can do is sigh in quiet depression and accept that I am this flawed, that charisma was my dump stat, and that no power I possess can change this fact.

No matter how much pain it causes or how much grief I go through because of it.
Current Mood: depressed
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[identity profile] ehzoterik.livejournal.com on December 9th, 2008 06:54 pm (UTC)
Re: lolol - couldn't resist
Not misremembering, dude. I totally got out my book, opened it, and was reading the charts. Weight allowance for a strength of 18 is 110 pounds. Max press I don't remember, though. Weight allowance for a strength of 17 is 95 pounds. Max press is something like "how much can you bench press?" If you can answer that question then I can always modify. I was basing it on a backpack made of me, since weight allowance is generally how much weight your character can shove into a backpack and manage to lug around without strain. XD

If it makes you feel any better, I've always calculated in my strength at maybe 7. I honestly can't carry around more than 25 pounds and put a limit on being able to lift even 50. I actually start hurting myself at 30. I'm a weakling.
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[identity profile] dragonoflife.livejournal.com on December 9th, 2008 07:10 pm (UTC)
Re: lolol - couldn't resist
Weight allowance is carrying unencumbered. Trust me, I was encumbered. (Which is to say I couldn't have moved at a normal pace for any substantial distance, even setting aside the leverage involved. Besides, human beings aren't dead weight.)
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[identity profile] ehzoterik.livejournal.com on December 9th, 2008 07:12 pm (UTC)
Re: lolol - couldn't resist
Dead weight's harder to carry anyway....
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