19 May 2007 @ 11:32 am
My brain is hungry.

(Also, I am hungry for brains, but that's an overwork/sleep dep zombification, thus an unrelated matter.)

My job is not much for mental stimulation, unfortunately. I serve as a passive instrument, without independant function. They ask me for calls, I make calls. They ask me to admit a patient, I admit a patient. Most of these tasks are fairly simple and defined, and experience has allowed me to strip them down to their simplest levels. It's the volume, not the tasks themselves, that oppresses me.

This makes for a lot, and I mean a *lot*, of mental downtime. My brain does not shut off, nor does it handle boredom well. Usually I can feed it with surrepititious doses of Wikipedia, but the sheer number of hours I've been putting in have pushed my brain to the point where all it wants is about eight straight hours alone and a stack of new, good books. And this sort of craving for stimulation makes the day go even slower, which exacerbates the craving, in a vicious circle.

I wish I had a job where I could use my brain.
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[identity profile] cedel.livejournal.com on May 20th, 2007 03:38 pm (UTC)
I often create bizarre fictions to experience in such situations. For example: I'm a demon/dragon/unseelie fae pretending to be a human for kicks. I can mind-control the people around me, but usually don't so that I can be amused by their stupidity. I can see through walls and read minds (good imagination practice). In my spare time, I put together plans to control a cult of minions to cater to my whims.

Alternatively, I'm a deep cover agent for some mystical force. I have been planted in this place to investigate activities by the opposing side, but they are clever. I need to detect any discrepancies in reality while not arousing suspicion.

I have a theory about why intelligent brains need complex RPGs - otherwise, we'd go nuts in a world too mundane for us.
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[identity profile] dragonoflife.livejournal.com on May 20th, 2007 04:44 pm (UTC)
I'd be inclined to attempt this if I wasn't entirely convinced that no matter what fiction I attempted, ultimately the only logical in-character action that I could possibly take would be to produce a large sword and go to town.

Yesterday I spent five minutes straight explaining why handwriting OCR is much easier for a computer to accomplish than speech recognition, and all I got at the end of it was blank looks. I'm fairly certain that requires a frenzy check for me.
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