Nothing is going right. Work is disintegrating around me, as I'm still working in the mid-50 hours a week. State inspections are coming, and I'm working hard to get things up to par for that -- but our new employee blew off med training and it's questionable if he'll even show up tonight for his shift. Of course, if he doesn't, we're fucked, but after him blowing off the training, we're probably fucked for a whole month anyway. Likely I'll have to start going in at 7 AM instead of eight, so I can administer meds and do the med count.

Beyond that, I have to deal with any number of extra things and random stupidity associated with work. I need to put my foot down on this; I'm getting yanked and pulled every which way because other people can't keep their shit together, and it needs to stop.

I have a vacation coming up starting next Friday, but that barely gives me any comfort because we don't have the slightest plan or system for handling the transport, crash space, pick-ups, drop-offs... genesisangel, come on, I could really use the psychological reassurance of knowing we've got this thing put together!

On the homefront, my personal life doesn't exist, between work, cyfis being tied up with her grandmother, and not having anyone else in the city to hang out with. I could really use a break, but I don't know how to take it.

There are any number of additional problems I don't want to go into here. The point, I guess, is that life stinks right now, and I really think I'm beyond my ability to adequately cope.