I think the most frustrating thing in my life that I have to deal with is simply this:
Every time I have an opinion on anything, of any sort, or any time I have a thought or idea that goes against what someone else thinks, my thought opinion is instantly and automatically wrong.
This is true of pretty much everyone I ever have, or try to have, a serious conversation with. Even my best friends and closest companions do this to me, and on days like this, I wonder why people even bother associating with me if they think I'm the stupidest person on the face of the planet.
Is it something inherent in me again? Am I really just utterly stupid? Do I really have no right to my thoughts and beliefs? Or maybe it's just that I don't actually have any friends, and I'm just deluding myself into thinking I do.
Should I really just go through life keeping everything I think and feel to myself? Or should I just accept that no one really cares what I have to say, and go through life vocal and alone?
Every time I have an opinion on anything, of any sort, or any time I have a thought or idea that goes against what someone else thinks, my thought opinion is instantly and automatically wrong.
This is true of pretty much everyone I ever have, or try to have, a serious conversation with. Even my best friends and closest companions do this to me, and on days like this, I wonder why people even bother associating with me if they think I'm the stupidest person on the face of the planet.
Is it something inherent in me again? Am I really just utterly stupid? Do I really have no right to my thoughts and beliefs? Or maybe it's just that I don't actually have any friends, and I'm just deluding myself into thinking I do.
Should I really just go through life keeping everything I think and feel to myself? Or should I just accept that no one really cares what I have to say, and go through life vocal and alone?
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