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[dragonoflife]

Well, hell.

There is only one saving grace to being, once again, used, manipulated, lied to, and made a total fool of in relation to roleplaying, and that is the fact that this time it was me who took the brunt of it rather than my tigerphoenix. And because it wasn't the fault of the person who got us involved in the mess, I think it's feasible for both of us to forgive her and move past it.

Still, once again I've let my good nature, my empathy, and my desire for peace be used to make me defend someone who didn't deserve it. I fought for something I believed -- only to find out that all my cynicism, all my suspicion, is ultimately what I should have listened to.

Hypocrisy. Manipulation. Outright spite. You know, it hurts? It really hurts the people that have all this done to them. Myself more than most, I think, simply because I'm fire-aligned. I have far more passion, more emotion, for things than most people do.

I don't know. I shouldn't be trying to express this, because it can't be expressed in words. At least this time we got stabbed in the back by a relatively distant person.

Comments

Re: Two Dragons Don't Always Make a Knight (I know that was lame)

[tigerphoenix.livejournal.com]

...Wouldn't the hedgehog be kind of prickly?

Hey, so long as he doesn't throw any kamehamehas at me, I won't try eating him. I promise. n.n

Re: Two Dragons Don't Always Make a Knight (I know that was lame)

[phoenix760.livejournal.com]

True, true. This would explain why Wilbur hasn't made a meal of the poor creature yet. (Hedgehog runs by wearing half of a clear lightbulb over its' head. "To infinity and beyond!")...Besides it might be nice to have someone who has a shred of sanity to help take over this crazy world.