06 April 2009 @ 03:24 pm
Gods above, my stress levels are off the chart.

I came to work today, and in addition to my normal duties here, reviewed everything important for tomorrow's issue, contacted my lawyer, prodded my coworker to give him a statement, posted yesterday's game excerpt, paid a credit card bill, attempted to get my ID from across the street (unsuccessfully)... tomorrow I have to find out why my promotion wasn't applied...

I'm worn out and beat down. I'm at the point of persistent nausea from sheer stress, and sitting on THAT all day has been no fun. The worst part is knowing that if not for this whole shitstorm, things would have finally turned around this month -- I'd have caught up on bills and come out a bit ahead, and actually started to take care of some necessary stuff. Now I'm looking at terminal longterm financial distress once again... On top of this, I gotta deal with [livejournal.com profile] tigerphoenix's parent all week. I'm just seriously at my end. I don't know how I can handle all this.