The thing which makes me entirely cautious of you is your Eeyore like attitude. "Nobody loves me. No one's my friend. I guess everything's always my fault. Everybody hates me. I guess I'll just give up."

Before anyone's hackles raise, I will say plainly and honestly, outside of your blog postings I do not know you at all. I have not met you in person, so I cannot say anything that I am about to go on about is accurate. Good chances are I am way off my mark, but I can only work with what I know.

If all anyone ever knew of me were my depressing posts/things/conversations, they would no doubt begin to imagine that is ALL I am. How many people do you think want to be around that?

How long does it take, do you think, if you insist on telling people that you think you must be some sort of horrible person before they begin to believe it?

Attitude is everything. You come across as the type of person to give up before there's any reason to--"Well I might as well not do anything because it's going to end in a pile of crap anyway."

And with that sort of attitude, it will. Why should anyone try with someone like that if they aren't even going to try themselves?

Hopefully, that made sense. It probably won't help you at all, and--I am sorry if this offends--but I am expecting a, "Well I tried already and it didn't work so I am done trying/been hurt too many times to continue" response...And to me, that just sorta...proves my point.

Life is what you make of it. If you make it a bag of suck, it's going to be a big bag suck.